Lust

Aug 3 2011

that we don’t rule the night




you come back to me in the scent of damp jeans, with that other fragrance I could never decide wasn’t perfume, lingering for decades, making my heart race. I left on foot for the last time, drunken you in the arms of a friend, – my gift – out the side entrance, down a drive [...]

Sep 18 2010

I wanted to be the drug. (or “Bloody Jade with a twist”)




crazed in the black night, life squirming sexward in the crotch of a god. sparks cross infernal eyes, and she’s bright and innocent and bolder than we’d ever dreamed – smooth skin all curves and soft feather caresses and trembling fingers, fevered eyes – she scans the faces and we laugh one to another in [...]

Sep 18 2010

forgetting




stark moontraced shadow and flash, silver snakes on the wine in my glass, slow smoke rising in sensuous curls from a thick lipped smile as I gaze at the girls – on the carpet before me, entwined.

Sep 18 2010

monster law




living the life of a guy in a hentai video game; rolling the dice, laying down monster law. don’t want to second-guess your happiness or tell you how to be, but I’m wondering a thing or three. she cries, “baby this is best sung wet, yeah, baby you won the bet, yeah, baby I’m starting [...]

Sep 18 2010

koan




you must trust that lust is a must because desire is the key to the door to the dream of a day that you passed on the way to discovering what it was for.

Sep 18 2010

unless tomorrow turns the world




Does she even dream what I have done to face the ancient sorrows, loved to make my wholeness true? I live to calm the wind in you. I see the desert vista – broken steppes of inner history. I claimed to be, I came to see, I used to dream I wasn’t me, I used [...]

Sep 18 2010

shower song (rock of shame)




I always start with a warning – “Won’t be here come morning, I am not the one You’re waiting for.” And if it’s my heart that keeps breaking, those million shards are the dreams I’m forsaking, it’s not so hard to be alone, ’cause I don’t have to say goodbye. No I’m not so strong, [...]

Sep 18 2010

neverlet




shake it out now, break it all down, let it all flow out from Babylon’s crown, I’m a sell-sword legend, I’m reckoning come, I’m a deep deep dream of pay; gonna take you down the way. never let you down I’d never let you fall, never let you suffer the death of it all. you’re [...]